Hello, everyone! I’m back. This post will more than likely be even shorter than my usual ones. Not much as changed since I’ve last spoken to you.
First thing is first, I don’t have a job anymore. My anxiety just got to be too terribly bad. It was either leave my job, or get fired. Leaving looks a bit better on applications. But not fret! Recently I have applied for disability. With as bad as my anxiety and with my agoraphobia getting worse, disability is certainly my best option right now. Don’t get me wrong, I’ll still do stuff. Write, do more photography, paint, knit, and probably volunteer somewhere.
With little to no money, I haven’t been able to try any herbs for anxiety. That may or may not be able to change. I’ll keep you updated on that both on here and on my facebook page(Love Your Anger). Magnesium seems to be the big thing nowadays, that might be my next trek.
Since I have so much time on my hands, I have been exploring a more spiritual side. I will soon start meditating again. Lately I’ve been reading more about religion and reading my bible. Also, I’m teaching myself the rosary. I’m not Catholic, but it does seem to help me relax and get into a more zen, spiritual state. I do now consider myself a Christian Witch. I know that sounds contradictory, but it works for me. I do believe in God and Jesus, and use other gods more as Saints than anything else. I actually have a book on the way to my house on the subject of being a Christian Witch. I can’t wait to read it! I might get more into the subject in a later post. When I have a little more of my practice figured out.
I think a trip to the store is order! Now that I think about it, I should go get some more herbs to try for anxiety. You guys deserve a real try from me, and I’m going to do that!!
In all honesty, that is it for today. Not much else has been going on with me. So I think it’s time for me to go. I hope you have a great day!
Until next time,