I’m still here, guys!! I know it’s been quite a while since I’ve posted last, so I figured it was update time.
Well since the last time I posted, it’s been pretty stressful. A lot of my days consisted of nothing but anxiety. Even today I’m a little anxious. But on a positive side note, I did actually leave the house today. Granted it was to the hookah lounge, but I still count it.
There have been some positive things going on. Like therapy is going well. So are my medications. So there is a silver lining around my anxiety cloud. I am looking through some things through therapy. I’m exploring a few things. For example, I have been looking at different religions(christianity being one of them. I know, who would have thought , right?), and trying to figure out what one is best for me. I’m not entirely sure where that is going yet, but I think I might be making some headway with that one.
Another good exploration I’ve come across is relationships. I’m building a very good one with my two favorite brothers (You know who you are). I love them so much! Also might be open to a romantic relationship. That’s a big maybe right now.
It’s been a sad couple days though. Yesterday my hamster, Rocket, passed away. He was my little baby, and will be deeply missed. Also I just found out that a friend of mine (or at least I thought so) blocked me on messenger and deleted me on facebook. I have no idea why, and it just is really upsetting me right now. I wish I could at least get an answer from her.
So that has been what I’ve been up to these last few weeks. Kind of a roller coaster really. I will be making another post here within the next week. I want to let you all know that I love you, and you can come talk to me no matter what. You have no idea how much I appreciate your support.
Until next time, Namaste.